I know you talk to him on the phone,
Are you going to your next mans house
Yea, I know you
What one of your men calling you
I know you up talking to men not your sister
Yea right I know you im not stupid
You cant play me, You take me for a fool
Who him?
I dont talk to anyone other than you, my mom and sister and bill collecters
lol please you wish im going home from work
home work church thats the only places you see me
No you think you do, that isnt me
Do you want to see my phone bill your number is the only number on there
My phone doesnt ring unless you call I can give you my phone for a week and youll see
You are!, Whatever your thinking is so far from the truth
Whats wrong with you, thats not me
Only God knows and sees all, When God comes ill be so happy for you to see the truth
.... I still care about you.
Back and forth for no reason. ALL my love was only for you but the fight for no reason tore it down made the love turn into pain, I was in a war just you and I trying to show you, It was all for you.
.... Now the war has ended. both sides have casualties. Both sides have lost the war.
Q.W
I cut my phone. literally no one calls it other than you and collectors. You wont be calling anymore so no need to waste money every month paying for something i don't use.
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Wrong Side of Love
Where were you when I needed a friend?
Thought I could be strong
Never knew I’d be so wrong
A heart-breaker most of my life
Suddenly all changed
The moment you left me
And walked out my life
I tried to play cool
But instead I was playing myself
What you gotta know about me
Is that I'm dying in this lonely hell
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
Baby, I’m a mess
Out of every piece and part of me
You were always the best
But instead I was leaving you here alone
But I didn’t mean it,
No, I didn’t mean it
Now I’m begging, baby, come home
And you got me singing why,
Why you wanna make me cry?
I’ll be thinking ’bout you
Got me dreaming ’bout you
Every single day and night
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
How, baby?
Wanna know why?
Can you tell me, why?
Said that you’ll be there for me
Said you’ll care for me
So now you're gonna say goodbye
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
Why, why?
Why!? Why?! Why?! Oh oh oh need you oh
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now, boy
Oh, baby, baby, please
- Melani Fiona
Q.W ... its only been about you, Always has. Another person that you speak of has never existed it was all a mistake. It was a facade. Made for my protection. .... but it wasnt needed.
Thought I could be strong
Never knew I’d be so wrong
A heart-breaker most of my life
Suddenly all changed
The moment you left me
And walked out my life
I tried to play cool
But instead I was playing myself
What you gotta know about me
Is that I'm dying in this lonely hell
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
Baby, I’m a mess
Out of every piece and part of me
You were always the best
But instead I was leaving you here alone
But I didn’t mean it,
No, I didn’t mean it
Now I’m begging, baby, come home
And you got me singing why,
Why you wanna make me cry?
I’ll be thinking ’bout you
Got me dreaming ’bout you
Every single day and night
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
How, baby?
Wanna know why?
Can you tell me, why?
Said that you’ll be there for me
Said you’ll care for me
So now you're gonna say goodbye
And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?
Why, why?
Why!? Why?! Why?! Oh oh oh need you oh
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now, boy
Oh, baby, baby, please
- Melani Fiona
Q.W ... its only been about you, Always has. Another person that you speak of has never existed it was all a mistake. It was a facade. Made for my protection. .... but it wasnt needed.
Crazy
Crazy I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
Crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then some day
You'd leave me for somebody new
Worry
Why do I let myself worry?
Wondering
What in the world did I do?
crazy,
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving You
- Patsy Cline
Q.W
Crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then some day
You'd leave me for somebody new
Worry
Why do I let myself worry?
Wondering
What in the world did I do?
crazy,
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving You
- Patsy Cline
Q.W
Goodbye,
Today I decided to leave my life behind, the meaning to my smile, the reason for my happiness. My love, my one and only. My everything. Its been two months since he left and we've been trying /... Ive been trying. to get things back. But since he left his heart just like before has been closed. closed to anything that has ever hurt him, and now i have..
I guess im giving up. it hurts. everyday fighting for my breath. My heart hurts, my eyes can no longer drown in tears, my life is drained, I give up. I love you and always will but i keep hurting myself trying to hold on knowing your gone. Letting you go is only going to hurt me but i know time will heal so im starting now. before it gets to late, before i find out theres a her, before a thought of a name. I love you and always will but I love myself more. So i know i deserve to smile, i know my smile should belong to someone who cherishes it. i know that its not supposed to hurt this much, for so long.
I'm sorry for everything i did, im so sorry you'll never know how sorry i am.
.... Im foolish for loving a man that has no heart to love its own love.
In love with a stranger, In love with my imagination.
Sorry.
I wish you the best.
Q.W
I guess im giving up. it hurts. everyday fighting for my breath. My heart hurts, my eyes can no longer drown in tears, my life is drained, I give up. I love you and always will but i keep hurting myself trying to hold on knowing your gone. Letting you go is only going to hurt me but i know time will heal so im starting now. before it gets to late, before i find out theres a her, before a thought of a name. I love you and always will but I love myself more. So i know i deserve to smile, i know my smile should belong to someone who cherishes it. i know that its not supposed to hurt this much, for so long.
I'm sorry for everything i did, im so sorry you'll never know how sorry i am.
.... Im foolish for loving a man that has no heart to love its own love.
In love with a stranger, In love with my imagination.
Sorry.
I wish you the best.
Q.W
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Love and Hurt on a Two Pan Balance
If I love you and you know that I do, that I'd take a bullet for you. ...Does it matter.
You have my heart and I'd do anything just to show you I'd never hurt you again.
I'd give you the world all because you stole my heart.
I love you.
If I hurt you "played" you and hurt you. If I made a mistake and would give anything to turn back the time. I said sorry a thousand times, I cried to ease the pain I felt. I hurt you and myself.
Im sorry I hurt you.
If I love you and I hurt you and myself, If I love you and promise never to hurt you again, If I love you but made a mistake...
Could you ever forgive me? Would you ever forgive me?
Would you hold it against me if I could promise to love you for the rest of your life?
Does it balance out? .... Does the love over power what I've already done?
All I know is that I love you and even though the hurt hurts it shouldn't kill the love that's forever.
Like I've said before...
I'm sorry, I miss you & I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
Maybe we can begin a new.?
You have my heart and I'd do anything just to show you I'd never hurt you again.
I'd give you the world all because you stole my heart.
I love you.
If I hurt you "played" you and hurt you. If I made a mistake and would give anything to turn back the time. I said sorry a thousand times, I cried to ease the pain I felt. I hurt you and myself.
Im sorry I hurt you.
If I love you and I hurt you and myself, If I love you and promise never to hurt you again, If I love you but made a mistake...
Could you ever forgive me? Would you ever forgive me?
Would you hold it against me if I could promise to love you for the rest of your life?
Does it balance out? .... Does the love over power what I've already done?
All I know is that I love you and even though the hurt hurts it shouldn't kill the love that's forever.
Like I've said before...
I'm sorry, I miss you & I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
Maybe we can begin a new.?
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Deleted! I want you
Whew! after giving out my number and regretting it immediately I found a way to remove that person from ever calling or msging me. Thank the Lord above in Heaven!!!
I still consider you mine so this work leave has come to an end im starting back work next week so i can make my money and go back to how things were when I met you, in school, living alone, and working and somehow doing it on only savings and the money i was making. No assistance Just providing for myself. Time for you to relax and I'll work the 12 to 14 hour shift and take care of my baby lol.
Crazy Im not, Just want what is rightfully mine back so yea I may seem a little crazy due to the things I say and do but oh well.
All I know is I put my name on it! So don't be taking no numbers, staying up past 10:30 talking; got me wonder who the hell you talking to.
If your ass is snooping then my ass can be crazy. Its only fair :)
I still consider you mine so this work leave has come to an end im starting back work next week so i can make my money and go back to how things were when I met you, in school, living alone, and working and somehow doing it on only savings and the money i was making. No assistance Just providing for myself. Time for you to relax and I'll work the 12 to 14 hour shift and take care of my baby lol.
Crazy Im not, Just want what is rightfully mine back so yea I may seem a little crazy due to the things I say and do but oh well.
All I know is I put my name on it! So don't be taking no numbers, staying up past 10:30 talking; got me wonder who the hell you talking to.
If your ass is snooping then my ass can be crazy. Its only fair :)
Only you, I Want
I really am trying to leave you alone but for some reason the more I try to forget you the harder my love for you hits me. I keep telling myself I'm moving past it and I'm going back to the old me but truth is I can't. I refuse to let you leave me. If i have to fight and look crazy then so be it. If i have to do the craziest things to get you back its okay because if it works, looking back I'll smile knowing I fought to keep what was mine.
I'm confused... as much as I want you, I'm trying to move on. Something is telling me you won't be back but something is also telling me keep trying you never know.
Today I gave my number to some guy and Lord knows I felt a sharp pain in my soul, I just wanted to black out and drop to my knees and start crying. Maybe it was the shock of reality knowing that maybe this is how it may be... I'll have to move on and meet other people give my number out to someone who's not you. I wanted to tell him i was talking to someone but my mind told me no, what if you don't come back maybe this is the way to go. I gave him the number and I wish I didn't because even if you don't come back I'm realizing that I need some time to reminisce and to think about all that happened. I need sometime to make peace and my heart needs the time to stop feeling for you.
It sucks that it took what happened and your crazy snooping ass for me to really understand the meaning in everything you've said.
All this love waiting just for you so don't pass it up cause you'll regret it boo, I'll be patiently waiting to hear from you, girl you got to be the one you have to be the one.
all the quotes finally makes sense.
to bad I was too caught up with insecurities now I'm in battle with myself to get you back next to me.
.... Boy you are the one, yea you are the one.
Only you can make this world seem bright only you can make the darkness bright, only you and you alone can thrill me like you do and fill my heart with love for only youuuuuuuuuuuuu!
secretly i think you've put a spell on me I haven't been so crazy ever.
I'm confused... as much as I want you, I'm trying to move on. Something is telling me you won't be back but something is also telling me keep trying you never know.
Today I gave my number to some guy and Lord knows I felt a sharp pain in my soul, I just wanted to black out and drop to my knees and start crying. Maybe it was the shock of reality knowing that maybe this is how it may be... I'll have to move on and meet other people give my number out to someone who's not you. I wanted to tell him i was talking to someone but my mind told me no, what if you don't come back maybe this is the way to go. I gave him the number and I wish I didn't because even if you don't come back I'm realizing that I need some time to reminisce and to think about all that happened. I need sometime to make peace and my heart needs the time to stop feeling for you.
It sucks that it took what happened and your crazy snooping ass for me to really understand the meaning in everything you've said.
All this love waiting just for you so don't pass it up cause you'll regret it boo, I'll be patiently waiting to hear from you, girl you got to be the one you have to be the one.
all the quotes finally makes sense.
to bad I was too caught up with insecurities now I'm in battle with myself to get you back next to me.
.... Boy you are the one, yea you are the one.
Only you can make this world seem bright only you can make the darkness bright, only you and you alone can thrill me like you do and fill my heart with love for only youuuuuuuuuuuuu!
secretly i think you've put a spell on me I haven't been so crazy ever.
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