the kill

I want you to cry, feel the tears slipping down your face so fast you have to wonder if your really crying

I want you to feel your pain, aching so hard you compare it to death

I want you to clench you hand look at your veins bursting out you skin trying to catch a breath

I want you to tie the rope around your neck feel the agonizing pain; what happens when no air goes to your brain

I want you to feel the headache, say you would rather be shot with a bullet through the temple of your brain

Feel the pain my love, feel the pain with a simple smile i say

I want you to feel the blood rushing through like you've been decapitated and its all pouring out

STOP i look worried .. please don't die so quickly (on me don't leave me here alone)

feel the blood slowing trickling from you heart into your eyes

feel the blood leaving your heart, and picture a child running away from home.

Feel my love

feel my breath against your body

ill whisper quietly

feel your pain?

and you answer YES I FEEL THE PAIN! id rather die.

i whisper again ever so softly my love, remember my name ... i look into your eyes like your my newborn child. i gently caress your face. while i whisper feel your pain?

while tears flow down your face u cry without making a noise but then you scream I FEEL THE PAIN! i calmly say shhh..

i take your hand and guide it to my heart and ask how does my love feel

and you ... pause in understanding and shock with a gaze into my eyes and you say

............the same

..... with your eyes wide open there is silence for a moment before you take a breath and say

............as my pain.

My love has felt my pain so now i must let him go no need to keep him in vain he has seen the marks from my nails upon my face. he sees why my eyes are red and can only see pain. He has felt my love and so he felt my pain. Now he knows never to come back because my love will not mend his (broken)heart it will kill (it) again.

Now that I've saved him from me.... who shall save me( from killing again?)

- A.W