I'm confused... as much as I want you, I'm trying to move on. Something is telling me you won't be back but something is also telling me keep trying you never know.
Today I gave my number to some guy and Lord knows I felt a sharp pain in my soul, I just wanted to black out and drop to my knees and start crying. Maybe it was the shock of reality knowing that maybe this is how it may be... I'll have to move on and meet other people give my number out to someone who's not you. I wanted to tell him i was talking to someone but my mind told me no, what if you don't come back maybe this is the way to go. I gave him the number and I wish I didn't because even if you don't come back I'm realizing that I need some time to reminisce and to think about all that happened. I need sometime to make peace and my heart needs the time to stop feeling for you.
It sucks that it took what happened and your crazy snooping ass for me to really understand the meaning in everything you've said.
All this love waiting just for you so don't pass it up cause you'll regret it boo, I'll be patiently waiting to hear from you, girl you got to be the one you have to be the one.
all the quotes finally makes sense.
to bad I was too caught up with insecurities now I'm in battle with myself to get you back next to me.
.... Boy you are the one, yea you are the one.
Only you can make this world seem bright only you can make the darkness bright, only you and you alone can thrill me like you do and fill my heart with love for only youuuuuuuuuuuuu!
secretly i think you've put a spell on me I haven't been so crazy ever.
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