Now You See

I know you talk to him on the phone,
Are you going to your next mans house
Yea, I know you
What one of your men calling you
I know you up talking to men not your sister
Yea right I know you im not stupid
You cant play me, You take me for a fool


Who him?
I dont talk to anyone other than you, my mom and sister and bill collecters
lol please you wish im going home from work
home work church thats the only places you see me
No you think you do, that isnt me
Do you want to see my phone bill your number is the only number on there
My phone doesnt ring unless you call I can give you my phone for a week and youll see
You are!, Whatever your thinking is so far from the truth
Whats wrong with you, thats not me
Only God knows and sees all, When God comes ill be so happy for you to see the truth
.... I still care about you.


Back and forth  for no reason. ALL my love was only for you but the fight for no reason tore it down made the love turn into pain, I was in a war just you and I trying to show you, It was all for you.

.... Now the war has ended. both sides have casualties. Both sides have lost the war.
Q.W

I cut my phone. literally no one calls it other than you and collectors. You wont be calling anymore so no need to waste money every month paying for something i don't use.

Wrong Side of Love

Where were you when I needed a friend?
Thought I could be strong
Never knew I’d be so wrong
A heart-breaker most of my life
Suddenly all changed
The moment you left me
And walked out my life

I tried to play cool
But instead I was playing myself
What you gotta know about me
Is that I'm dying in this lonely hell

And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?

Baby, I’m a mess
Out of every piece and part of me
You were always the best
But instead I was leaving you here alone
But I didn’t mean it,
No, I didn’t mean it
Now I’m begging, baby, come home

And you got me singing why,
Why you wanna make me cry?
I’ll be thinking ’bout you
Got me dreaming ’bout you
Every single day and night

And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?

How, baby?
Wanna know why?
Can you tell me, why?
Said that you’ll be there for me
Said you’ll care for me
So now you're gonna say goodbye

And I don’t wanna be without you
Cause I can hardly breathe without you
This is what it feels to be the one
Who’s standin’ left behind
How did I become the wrong side of the love song?

Why, why?
Why!? Why?! Why?! Oh oh oh need you oh
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now
I really, really need you now, I really really need you now, boy
Oh, baby, baby, please

 - Melani Fiona

Q.W ... its only been about you, Always has. Another person that you speak of has never existed it was all a mistake. It was a facade. Made for my protection. .... but it wasnt needed.

Crazy

Crazy I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
Crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then some day
You'd leave me for somebody new

Worry
Why do I let myself worry?
Wondering
What in the world did I do?

crazy,
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you

Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving You

 - Patsy Cline

Q.W

Goodbye,

Today I decided to leave my life behind, the meaning to my smile, the reason for my happiness. My love, my one and only. My everything. Its been two months since he left and we've been trying /... Ive been trying. to get things back. But since he left his heart just like before has been closed. closed to anything that has ever hurt him, and now i have..

I guess im giving up. it hurts. everyday fighting for my breath. My heart hurts, my eyes can no longer drown in tears, my life is drained, I give up. I love you and always will but i keep hurting myself trying to hold on knowing your gone. Letting you go is only going to hurt me but i know time will heal so im starting now. before it gets to late, before i find out theres a her, before a thought of a name. I love you and always will but I love myself more. So i know i deserve to smile, i know my smile should belong to someone who cherishes it. i know that its not supposed to hurt this much, for so long.

I'm sorry for everything i did, im so sorry you'll never know how sorry i am. 

.... Im foolish for loving a man that has no heart to love its own love.

In love with a stranger, In love with my imagination.
Sorry.
I wish you the best.
Q.W