Today I decided to leave my life behind, the meaning to my smile, the reason for my happiness. My love, my one and only. My everything. Its been two months since he left and we've been trying /... Ive been trying. to get things back. But since he left his heart just like before has been closed. closed to anything that has ever hurt him, and now i have..
I guess im giving up. it hurts. everyday fighting for my breath. My heart hurts, my eyes can no longer drown in tears, my life is drained, I give up. I love you and always will but i keep hurting myself trying to hold on knowing your gone. Letting you go is only going to hurt me but i know time will heal so im starting now. before it gets to late, before i find out theres a her, before a thought of a name. I love you and always will but I love myself more. So i know i deserve to smile, i know my smile should belong to someone who cherishes it. i know that its not supposed to hurt this much, for so long.
I'm sorry for everything i did, im so sorry you'll never know how sorry i am.
.... Im foolish for loving a man that has no heart to love its own love.
In love with a stranger, In love with my imagination.
Sorry.
I wish you the best.
Q.W
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